after much considering , i have decided to let all the matters rest . ill leave everything to God and let time to settle everything . i have done my part to do everything that i can , so if i still need to wait , then ill have to .

in the meantime , lets not talk about relationships/friendships or wadeva ships i have yet to sail on. i think it's of no use mentioning about the past , the present . all i need to think of is my future . so im not going to dissapoint my mother animore . ill make it reall this time mother .
wadeva promise that i owe to anione , i am still keeping on to it . ill not break any promises made . so , it all depends on you . but to leave me in this state , which i dont do that to you in the past , then i dont see a reason why you do all these to me .


to who ever it may concern ;
sekiranya ini takdir yg harus i terima , i redha atas semuanya .
dan jika ini balasan yg harus i trime dgn care you layan me , i trime .
tapi jgn selalu menyalahkn diri i atas ape yg dah berlaku .
kite bersalah , kite berdua .

' aint about your pride , aint about yourself .
its about the two of you and no one else .
aint about the hurt , aint about the lies .
aint about the crazy things that's running through your mind .
its about the love that's supposed to last and never die . '

please read this carefully . please , i beg you .