Please, don't leave me.

Saturday, May 03, 2008'♥

fucking hell in my previous post , i was hoping for a great weekend ! when i say great weekend , i mean i wanna spend it with my loved ones right ? and fuckingly someone disappoint mi right ?

you idiotically wants the old me right ? you dislike me talking straight to your face right ? you want things to be left unsaid right ? ok , like now ill shut my mouth okei ? and you know me for 17 months right ? and you know ill pour every single emotions be it the most filled with shits in here right , so here it goes for you ok . i dont give a damn even if you were to read this after we have reconcile . but i guess , karma is knocking on your head again ok ! because you still dont realise your mistakes yet you repeat it again .

you nk cakap you sakit hati ! i lagi sakit hati la !i am such a fool for falling over your crocodile tears . you still aint learning your lesson . you still hurt me like u used to . you switch off you phone . for ?so that i wont bother your sleep .you know when we can have long chats ? eves and wekends .i guess i love you too much that even this thing which is so nothing to others becomes a major thingy to me .

i am such a fool for trusting your words . i am such a fool for trusting your words .
'i janji i akan ubah , i noe im selfish , i only think about myself and not you . im soorry because i make you suffer all these while '.and all these kate is EXTREMELY TAIK FOR MI !can i maki right in front of your face ?why do i have to cry ?why after being hurt , i still talk to you nicely ?how much more do you want me to sacrifice for you ?you know i have lots of problem , and when im feeling insecure , you werent even there !you are ridiculous fareez .seriously , you kejam .if you read this post , and you tend to part ways , let it be .i cant hold on to the sorrows .please , fuckingly wake up !

i werent like this before . but im struggling through this relationship , trying my best to save it . i keep on falling but were you there to hold on to my hands and let mi be on my feets again ?eh sial uh ! sebak sia dada aku !

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY

not another ruin saturday ! im craving but wads with all these !!!!!!!

Thought of You @12:12 AM