Please, don't leave me.

Saturday, May 17, 2008'♥

first of all , happi 17th birthday to
NURANIZA ANIS BTE AZIZ
may all your dreams come true
may you succeed in life
may you have a bright future ahead
goodluck in your future endeavours
may god bless you
hope you'll have a blissful relationship with him

unlike mine (:

anw , yesterday evening was great !
we celebrated niza's brithday at cash studio .

things are changing , ouh gosh , i dont want it to happen .
please god , dont make it happen .
fuck , i aint going to stay at JB . please ..
how would my life be when im there ?
fuck ! no friends , no one to be there .
eh sial uh ! life was so unfair for me .
thanks mother for that unfairness in you .
all you think about ur happiness with your siblings !
do i get mine ? where's my happiness ? my siblings ?
all these while , ive been hiding away all those tears and sorrows do you know that ?
im the one suffering .
and boifren , you aint even there .
so wad the hell are we still holding on ?
you aint here for me when im tensed . when im forlorn .
then wads the use of me having a bf ?
just to get a status yet suffering life ?
ouh please , get out of my sight .
i dont need anione right now ..

and even if i went out with other guys , dont blame me for doing so . point your middle finger on your nose because you didnt care about me . and all i need is someone's attention .
go figure okei .

say my fault , i wont say sorry .
me being ego ? well , who is selfish in the first place ?

fuck you !

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