Tuesday, May 27, 2008'♥
currently , im in no mood at all , really .
and dont ask the obvious things people .
i guess you guys have read my tag board and you know wads going on right ?
so , all your doubts are answered .
i aint wanna talk about us .
i aint gonna be an ego for now .
its just that , some things are better to let it deplete with time .
i dont wana touch about us , because it hurts me the most .
i did play my part , didnt i ?
to try to talk to you , to be nice to you , to be wad you want me to be , but i guess ive not done it all because u still want the best part of me .
wads more ? ape kekurangan nye diri i nie ?
wad makes you think you are so perfect , you are so right ?
i had enough dwelling over small things .
now you know it hurts right when our 18 months screwed us up ?
now dats how i felt for the past two months .
and gave you the chance to be a better man .
you want me to think the good side of u . have i not been doing now ?
now then you start realising ? because all you think was urs , selfish !
BUT , i aint going to blame you for whatever that had happened .
i had enough of begging and kneeling down to you .
am i not sacrificing any ?
go and get a bitch and see how well they can treat you .
you will be kissing their ass i tell you .
ill give you what you want .
if you think thats the best right
let me tell you this ;
LIKE YOU'LL NEVER SEE ME AGAIN .
let this breakdown be real , i had enough of trying to move on but i always turn back to you .
lets get this over and done .
to people who have been helping me , motivate me , thanks alot ..
and kak ca , i'll listen to your advice .
i know you want him in our family .
but i cant . and i will never .
lets make it end okei .
im sorry sibs , mom .
im just a failure in life .
you left mi in tears .
fareez , tekkaire of urself and think of the bright future that awaits you .
im here , praying the best for you .
thanks for everything .
maybe you just dont see things which is worth to take it as memories .
im no longer beside you , to wake u up to school , to wish you goodnyte before i doze off .
but one thing for sure , u will always be in my heart .
you're on my heart just like a tattoo.
