a new week to begin yet very hectic . i have a lot of things coming up this week . tutoring , talks , school , pp , preparing notes , work etc etc . it happen in radom ; i miss escorting my mother to the market . since school starts , i have been so busy that i only get to look after my mother at night . and yea , i am stress right now and i really hope that i can handle this week . please , i need your help , please stop pressurizing me with unnecessary things . S:
weekend , i wasnt expecting my friendship to end that way . well , maybe i have to learn and accept the fact . yea , i have been having sleepless night . i keep on reminiscing the good times we spent together , during secondary school days . and yes , i miss you badly , Adam .
condolence to his family . may your soul rest in peace. Amin .
and i just keep on wondering , why is it so hard for us to settle things down . you told me hat you would want to settle things down yesterday . but when i met up with you , you didnt even touch about us . like ive said to you , you always pretend like nothing happen . yes , i admit that i have not been sending lovely messages to you , it is hard for us to reconcile after a bad fight and it is just so hard for us to settle things down . yes , i do want this relationship forever , i dont wish to end it . please , dont make me cry and left to regret at the end of evrything . i just want to share , you are the only one who can help me and yourself and this relationship .
aint about your pride , aint about yourself . its about the two of you and no one else . aint about the hurt , aint about the lies . aint about the craziest things that's running through your mind . its about the love that's suppose to last and never die .