Friday, January 11, 2008'♥
yea ! so weekends are coming .
yet , not another day of going to town , i guess ill rot at home and i have alot of things to do .
i have been going m.i.a for most of my maths modules and yea , i cant afford to do it again .
so now UT is on monday , i have to know well on most of the topic .
imagine , it will be from problem 1 to 13 ; how many topics do i have to revise on ?
i couldnt master in all the topics , well i hope this weekend helps .
i aint going to waste time .
in addition , my body is so lethargic due to working .
and i need plenty of rest .
i cant deny i am a club freak now .
but i have to wait till march 18 . i can go now , but im afraid of karma .
i just need a friend to chill with me in the club .
i just want to listen to loud music and im not into the guys .
yea , i lose hope on guys now . i just cant be bothered .
well , im not going to get myself married now , so i should enjoy myself to the fullest .
my young adult life seems so dull . i need more enjoyment .
yes i do badly !
maybe just hard rock this weekend . MAYBE .
i need a live band so that people wont hear me sobbing badly .
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2nd serious-ness in relationship is ending up in puppy love . oh gosh , what wrong with me ?
i was so lost that i could hardly think of anything .
yes , i am afraid of losing you , but wads ur stand when you said that ?
NOT ONCE BUT THRICE ! thats insane !!!
to tell me i aint good enough for you ? yes i noe .
i can never be the understanding gf like u alwaes wanted to .
am i being dumb to stick to you till now ?
you should have told me earlier shouldnt you ?
im left with nothing now , except for a broken heart and memories .
i can go crazee , seriously .
you may be seeing me smile , laughing like a bitch , behaving like a prostitute .
but inside , im crying & the pain is killing me ; bit by bit .
how good do you want me to be ?
like before where you shut me off and dont listen to my explanation .
you said i had my crocodile tears ?
you hang up when i was talking & pleading and you switch your cellphone off ?
and ill cry and keep on waiting .
believe in karma , and dont regret when you got hit back .
i dont wish to do that to you .
biar org hapi and puas , biar hidop kite merane .
im still having my mom's stand with me .
and ill have it till my soul leaves my body .
goodbye , im in pain .
hapi weekend people .
bad weekends shaheda
'once bitten , twice shy'
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