Sunday, December 09, 2007'♥
i just cant seem to understand with what is revolving around me .we were actually brooding over small matters . sometimes , i just feel i could surrender , but when i look on the memories that we had spent together , it is not worth to close the book . i noe theres more to discover along the way .nothing in this world can make me happi .like seriously .even he cant make me happy .asking for a favour is like begging for money .i cant describe how my feelings is like right now .whenever i think of it , i would break down and cry .thats it , as simple as that to descirbe my feelings .i noe in relationship, there are give and take .i can give and take with you , but did you caree and bother to listen to me when i ask for a simple favour .i noe how it feels if i turn your favour down , so do i .but , the problem is , u keep turning me down .i wanted you to complete the whole day of mine, just me and you .how long have we not spent talking/time with each other ?theres always something occured at the very last minute , and i noe i cant blame you for that .it was unintentionally .well, i guess if i were to type down all the sorrows im in now, i might as well vommit every single shit inside here .and i noe a day to vommit it out is not enough .so i guess , ill leave evrything in my lappysome things are better left unspoken here .i noe this blog is puclicised and i dont mean to pull someone's moral down .so i guess next time , illl just lay all my sorrow in Microsift word. that sounds better .i let out my anger and not hurt anyone at the same time .let me face all these alone , i m totally fine with it .im like so used to heartache like dat .swear to god , i aint going to let out my anger animore .im gonna get myself bz with things that im not busy with previously .get wad i mean ?go figure .so , ill onli rant when im happy .so dont bug me to update when i dont .cause i swear to you ,those were the unhappy moments .
