Monday, December 03, 2007'♥
i dont want to talk about what happened during the weekend .there are good and bad part for weekends .the motherfucking fact right now is that i m in no mood .like seriously .whatever happens and revolving around me , i wish it doesnt exist either .why do i have to face all these?u ignored mi ?u scolded mi ?sometimes i just wonder , do you trully love mi ?was that meant for hope or just to satisfy your needs ?whatever it is , no matter how bad that can be , im just trying my best to be optimistic .maybe, it happened for a reason .or maybe i am the one to be blamed and im the cause for you to react in such a manner .i would rather sit in my room and cry all day long than try my best to figure it out .because no matter how hard i try , i styll coudnt get the best answer .will you cherish the 1 year relationship with mi ?again , im wondering .if confiding is also a mistake , tell me .if it is , then define the word love for me again .because i cant understand what does love really is for you .oh gosh , im so sad right now .i just need you to cure my heart .i cant hold on to these any longer .if you come across my blog , i would like to say this .please , do something .i do love you . but why are you doing this to me .dont sae that you dont know .if you start to feel neutral towards me , ok , tell me .if happiness is what you want , id go .if you think you cant hold on to it , tell me .but dont give mi all these arguments and behave like that and you want me to seek the answer all by myself.and i cant do it .unrequited love again ?haiz , can people help mi ?please talk to mi .i want that heart to heart talk right now .now this is the first time i blog while shedding my tears .i just cant bear all these .i tot after one year, it would be new and we start all over again .but the matter is , the past haunt us down .Labels: depressed.
