Friday, November 23, 2007'♥
its like so over now.ok the fact is ive broke up with him last week. and throughout this whole week , we were frens .he is giving me some hope that we will be back together .and i would always thought that things would heal along the way and before oura year anniversary .till last night , when i asked him a question he did not answer .mainly about us .and he did not answer my call.ok dat appear to be so fine .but whenever i ask him a qn about us, he would avoid it .he would not want to talk about us .can i just draw a conclusion that he is no longer interested in our rship ?can i people ?and we fought because of food and my money .can t you see how ridiculous can that be ?let me get this hypothesis right ok ?you eat , i eat . and i dont mind helping you and i dont see any harm if you were to use my money. who noes along the way , i need your help ?isnt that give and take ?about it , i close one eye .and we were a distant away in the train . the moment he alighted , he did not EVEN bid me a goodbye .oh gosh . how forlorn am i . i cried in the train , and i saw sahirah .i didnt approach her cause im down . im sorry babe .and this morning , he is fucking hell pretending like nothing happen ?and when i ask him over the phone , he hang up .what more can i do ?does that prove me enough ?he dont have the sense of guilty . and who should mend this broken heart ?me alone ?then define me whats boifren for coz till now i cant get it right i dont give a damn if ppl would say that im stupid cause im leaving u .they dont know how it feels to be in love and hurt .with a person like u .i cant deny the fact that guys are with ego .but it matters to me on big their egos are .moreover , i was on the phone with him , asking him .and he sound bloody ego .fine !and the next ting , he msged mi apologising me .like wtf !why when i ask u to go then u start blaming urself .if you were to say it earlier before i move on to this extend , things will be under control. why cant you think it dat way ?WHY ??if things are meant to be this way , then let it be .so i guess its the straw that break the camel's back right ?ok , i decide to go because ure hurting mi again and again.despite it , ill keep the memories together.and ill broke down to tears cause our 1 yr anniversay is only 3 days awae .so ill bid gdbye to u and syaracethanks for ur staegoodbye.
