Monday, November 19, 2007'♥
i am totally sleepy now .& i am trying so hard not to sleep in class .+ the class is so bored .another week of endurance .wads more ? today , the internet connection in school is down !i can ' t do anything much !i can ' t friendster -hopping , i can 't blog -hopping and i can ' t msn - ing .oh gosh , with the quiet atmosphere , i would rather die i tell you .stupid stupid stupid for the connection .better heal it fast before i leave okei ?get this clear ? stucked up !at 1130, there goes the fire alarm and everybody has to evacuate from the building.so super duper lame ! and it lasted for 15 mins and everybody has to go back to class .how lame can that be right ?so, we need to gather at the carpark. so when everybody leaves, mi and SIQ went to smoke .thanks for the company SIQ.and went back to class to do ppt. darn !anws , weekend turned out to be so sad .well , i went to ct-halling again with him.but now , only as friends .i sob the moment i look at him in the train .icebox-ed , makes me cry .he wiped those tears but he ignored me . well , i did not expect anything more to happen .found a seat , and we settled down .we did not talk . things were so different .so we window - shop here and there .im so in love with that adidas bag ! mother , can i have a credit card for the weekends? * grins *& i m running out of clothes .darn !walking to marina square , i grab his hands , and im sure he was so shocked .trying to hold back those tears .and we walked and sat near the merlion .we talked , and i cried .we didn ' t touch on our relationship , but he let me tune in to his favourtie song .the song which he will sing when we break up and the song which he first sang while walking to 7-eleven with me .i broke down to tears .i loose my grips .so yesterday , we chatted on the phone and we shared our feelings .he needs time for himself .to you ; i am not forcing you to come back to me , but if the love is still there , please stay .it seems that im hunger for your love but matter of fact i love this relationship .i can 't afford to leave it as memories .ill prove it to you somehow for this upcoming three days .and i hope that i get the same in return .let ' s play fair .for the people who are so concern , thanks for the motivations , they really make me think .i regret for the decision . stupid ego ! *hiyakdush *i will try to uphold everything back again .so yea , thanks once again .update soon .
