What is the worst thing that you can gain in a relationship? I’m very sure it is going to be a HEARTACHE right? Beside memories? Certainly. I could accept things like we have to go through the thick and thin in a relationship. But the most hazardous situation in a relationship is when one party starts to get YOUR family members involve unintentionally. How do you feel? Rude enough till you feel like going straight to his or her face and slap him/her right? No offence to readers. Just sharing some thought with you guys.

Rest assured that all people hate dwelling with small things in a relationship. They seem so cant-be-bothered. But what do you expect from a party who is devoted to you yet you take things lightly. They are working towards THEIR goal and the other party is having fun, enjoying life? One-sided affair isn’t it?

Hey! I may accept the fact that things may go wrong in certain ways and both are at fault. Stop pointing fingers and asking people to change when you are just changing just for the sake of making me smile and later on back to square one AGAIN? And what do I have to do NOW? Accept them no matter what? And face the old same thing again? Let me EMPHASISE this to you. Don’t you think I deserve to smile and have some fun at the same time? Put yourself in my shoes; how do you feel? You told me you once come across a drama conveying that one has to be the water. I’m sick and tired of being one. But can things be settled when both are the fire? Any initiative? You’re asking me to do it again? That is totally absurd! Can I see the soft side of you?

Reflect on the last fight we had; the one which I ask for a break. And when I tend to take back my words, what did you say? Wah! Senang2 ckp break abe sekarang nk tarik balik u nye kate2 bile me dah sedih? What if I imply this back to you? Your heart sank isn’t it? So the best thing we can conclude from the fight is ONLY SAY THINGS THAT YOU MEAN. When there is no other ways to solve things out, negotiate with the other party and find ways to solve the problem faced. There is always a solution to problems. Nothing is impossible in this world. IT TAKES BOTH HANDS TO CLAP! Stop being too narrow-minded and think nothing else but only your feelings. If you still have this in mind, go and lead your life in the cave okay? Nobody will disturb you and you can enjoy your life with what the nature has to give you. Define the term relationship and love to me. Or should I get this in your head. It seems like you can’t get it.

You have watched Spiderman 3 with your friends’ right? Remember the granny told peter, if you want to marry Mary Jane, you have to be ready to put her before yourself and your friends. Doesn’t that define relationship? If you still think of enjoying and don’t want to involve yourself in a relationship, then what is the point of our 8 months? Where have all your dreams go to? Your inspiration? The way you want to plan for your future baby? Where is it? Gone down the drain now? Or was it meant to be ONLY a dream? And love, it is something that can’t be forced yet come by themselves. Yet others don’t have the right to make you stop from loving someone?

My life is filled with wrath. Living in an agony and tormented. Is this what we really want things to be?

Questions to you : is this what you call love? When you are putting others before me?

UNREQUITED LOVE.