Please, don't leave me.

Thursday, July 05, 2007'♥

theres nothing much to talk about i guess? Lols

boredom kills i guess, that's why i'm here ranting.

problem after problem. it is a head and heart ache.

i cant stand it at times.

i have been trying my best to make things go on just the way it should be but to no avail.

it seems clueless to my own habit that i'm in now.

ill rebel whenever he say thinks that make sense, but im just being self-centred.

and i will retaliate and hurt him even more.

that is SO NOT ME!

i cant even accept the fact that i end up with this behaviour.

i was left in doubts about my ownself.

people keep on telling me that we know ourselves better, but i dont seem to.

and im sitting here all alone with nothing else to do but to pray.

hoping that this attitude of hurtin someone will just deplete.

ais.

im realli sorry for hurting you.

i know i shouldnt do that to you.

i know you were stunned when i reacted that way.

i just need your help to clear all these thing.

i want things to be like before.

i brokedown to tears when i reacted to u that way.

u did nothing wrong.

but its just me.

ME.

i want to stop all the fights.

i am mentally exhausted.

we keep on fighting evry now and then.

till when shall we fight?

Thought of You @9:40 AM