I’ve decided to rant because I want to kill the time. I am so stuck right now and I don’t wish to prolong this matter any longer. I guess it is time for me to reveal everything. I had enough of all this shit happening around us fareez. I’m not blaming you for all this shit but you can put the blame on me. I want to put it to a stop, not to break up the bond but to stop all the fight. We have been fighting almost every day for the last 4 days. Imagine it? We have not encountered this before.

I am utterly disappointed for the past few days. Frankly, you can put the blame on me. I was the one who start all the fight and dwell over small thing. I just can’t seem to figure out what is with me right now. I know, I’m not the old Shaheda whom you used to know. Who would never give up to fight, try to settle things down and be patient at all times. But now, I am self-centred, shout at you when you did not even make any mistakes. I would hurt you and left you all alone. You suffered a breakdown. I believe in karma deary, so do you? And it is happening now right? I know. So I just want you to be patient and calm yourself throughout the obstacles. I will change and be the old me. I will, mark my words this time round please. I even hate myself for hurting you that bad. I know I am so cruel for doing those things to you.
We have made this far. We have been through thick and thin together. So don’t put it to a stop and just leave us with all those memories. Remember, what we want in the future? I’m going to work for it.

Yana! I’m so ecstatic when you and mas were together! I hope things remain just the way you wanted to. You will have my support. I will always be there for you. Listen to your heart. I love you just like my sister.

And to the bitch who is messing around with yana, you have to face me then. Please grow up and get a life! Stop being too jealous. And try to pick up a hobby aite? I don’t wish to discriminate you. But please be more sensible and civilize. Stop being a narrow-minded, you are just being immature. Haha.