Please, don't leave me.

Monday, July 16, 2007'♥

i cant stand it anymore.
it kills me evrytime when those tings came.
i paid least attention on my work and all i wanted to do is to rest.
rest more than wad is required.
im going home soon.
not because that the lesson is bored.
but this sickness is killing me.
and put me to no mood.
with the mood-swing im in now, i would let out my anger to those innocent people.
hurl vulgarities when they did nothing wrong.
i would liketo apologise first if im going to hurt u later.
i hope you understand the situation im in now.

ais, i am so clueless right now. we have not been fighting for days and im proud of it. but i just cant seem to figure out why am i crying whenever im all alone. do you have the answers to it? skeptical position where nothing can be done. let the answer come by itself. i just dont wish to lose another you. you seem so perfect to me. looking at your face will put me to tears. guilty? im not. i did nothing wrong to you did i? then why am i crying? omg! this better be good man. i dont wish things to go wrong for the both of us. i just want you and nothing else for now. you are the best medicine when im down with the rest.

i have poured everything to you yesterday. i hope you perceives it and know what lies behind those tears and words. its you whom i can turn to when im down. ure the only one who really understand how i feel. i just hate being myself for those cruelty done to you. and im so sorry for that bb.

forgive me?

Thought of You @10:19 AM