I came across a guy whose age is approximately 16. He looks like a humpty-dumpty [sorry but I did not mean to criticize him]. As far as I am concern, at that age, guys normally have reached their puberty age. You know what I mean. *sinister smile*. The moment he entered the cab, his face looks anxious as if he is playing a scavenger hunt. He walked to and fro within that cabin. Looking out of the window and mumble to himself. He seems weird and it is scary.

Only then he came running in the cabin and shouted, ‘ aku lapar, aku lapar!’ everybody looked at him including me, emotionless. Questions are all over in my head. ‘What the hell is this guy up to?’ that was when I wanted to giggle but come to think again, it is rude to laugh at someone with mental disorder.

It is even scary when he come close to me, and said, ‘kite rock beb’ and he keep on mumbling to himself. I took off my earphone and listen more. He keep on saying,’ aku kan dah kate rock, asl ko degil. Ko tk paham bahase ehk?’ and he imitate the actions of playing a guitar. I wanted to laugh my heads off but I pity him. It was scary then. I wanted to breakdown to tears. You imagine: someone like him came to you and say things which is totally irrelevant. At first, I thought it was okay till when he came and stand in front of me. I try to calm myself down and pretend nothing happened.

However, what makes me think he is special was when he knows where he stays even though he has mental disability. You get what I mean? That was his specialty. God has given him the ability to do things his own way though he seems so weird in other people’s eye. I shall be thankful to God for giving me the perfect senses in life and should never bargain and keep asking for more. I should also try my best to refrain myself from doing things which God forbid us from doing. And to the guy whom I came across in the MRT yesterday, I hope you lead a happy life in the mere future. Never give up in whatever you do because God dislikes people who love to give up. Get it? Thank you.

Baby, I admire your words yesterday when we messaged yesterday. You seem so perfect to me. I love the words that you confess to me. I hope you really mean what you say. At first, I thought you were out of your mind when you messaged me those mushy-mushy words. I also thought that it was just another sweet talk of yours [ no offence]. But come to think again, it was true. Sometimes your little2 reactions proves to me how much you mean to me. I just love the way you are now. Please don’t go under any circumstances. May God bless our relationship. I just love you so.

yana, youve got to be strong in watever you do. remember: those are just challenges from God. so no matter what, we have to be strong and try to all those obstacles with faith. there are more challenges to come. ok? i have my imperfections but what friends are for right? never always think that you are all alone when he disappears. you will always have me. you can count on me.
trust me.

Ok go.