Please, don't leave me.

Monday, July 30, 2007'♥

gloomy monday for a start . the moment i step into the class; there goes the story-telling session .
it makes me infuriated by her actions but i manage to control my anger .i dont retaliate because i think she deserved to be respect by people . so sometimes ' things are better left unsaid ' ! my faiclitator is a tongue-twister; she would twist people mind with her twisted words . it seems so irrational when she nags .

on friday, i woke up late .stupidity conquers all . i slept late last night and i silent my phone . so there goes my day . sleeping at home . thought of not meeting him on that day. i dont know why . he called me, and we ended up meeting . thought we are going to smile, but we ended up in tears . i may be at fault for it and thanks for making me up . but, ure just wrecking up the past . ok, forgive and forget . the word i would be hearing to in order to stop fighting . no conclusion, no nothing . so thats it !

saturday is even worst . a great outing with his cousins i must say . and thanks all for the splendid day ! going back home, was another hell of a thing . he didnt talk to me in the train . i sense something is wrong . come on. i aint stupid . i have been with you for a solid 8 months so dont tel me im unsure about the real you . let it be . it was a hazard !

sunday, i thought a day for us ! but, he have to finish up his project. so its ok. the plan for simpson was all cancelled. and im so downcast by that. i was hoping for it.
you know how it feels when you dont get what you're craving for ? thats how i feel . so now im left with nothing but disappointment . i want simpsons baby ? can i ?
my life is so dull . i hate posting about the sorrow-ness . i want to be happy la OI!
wil you love me the way u used to?

Thought of You @9:44 AM