Thursday, July 19, 2007'♥
first and foremost, congratulations to Aliff Aziz cause your effort is fruitful man! now you've got what you have been craving for but dont ever neglect your frens and loved ones k? dont let popuarity conquers the OLD you. MELAYU BOLEH!
reminiscing those days makes me smile. the day when i fetched fareez back home from thailand. i met him in school. it was a las-minute planning and my frens ask mi to come down and help them perform. be the vocalist. then at the back stage, i saw this guy. but he kept quiet. i ignored him. den he started talking to me. after performance, he asked mi along to the shop with his other friends and my friends and help him buy something. hah. so we sit around, grab some stuff. he wanted to exchange nos. but i was hell devoted with fareez till i dont dare to take the risk. and im afraid that my no. is spam by him since i only knew him for only a day. dont get me wrong, but im afraid la. we cant put much trust right?
and now, he is somewhere, well-known. i wish i could be like him one day. stage-fright; i can never overcome them. from me to you : may you succeed.
baby, i know that was a terrible fght. i admit, it is not easy to forget everything COMPLETELY. same here. it takes time to heal. well, i was hoping that things will heal and not be worst as the days goes by.
i just wanna tell you that i love you. im sorry for my harsh words in the previous entry. please dont take it to heart. you dont want me to complain to others, so i jotted it in notepad. i dont wish any misunderstanding between us. i know it bleeds whenever we fight. but the least you can do is to work things out and not ignore right? i just want you to understand how it feels when i dont put the time on my frens but you. it seems so unfair for me when deeds are not return the same way. i have to be calm under any situation as these are challenges from Almighty. i have to be strong. so please get things in mind why i dont wanna ask for a break. i dun want to be a plain looser in a relationship k syg? i dont wish to be old me ani more.and also go against Him. if there is still a way to amend things, i would do it.
stop all these.
im sobbing.
forgive me from the bottom of your heart and accept me for who i am?
letters to you =((
words explain my heart; I LOVE YOU
Thought of You @1:26 PM
