Please, don't leave me.

Friday, June 22, 2007'♥

updates!
mondae i went off to school with only one thing in mind and that is to meet my friends.
greg, yana, shila, shasha! i mish you la dei!
i obtained an A again for enterprise. thank you so much dwella.

i didnt participate well in class due to the fights we are in now.
i didnt bother that much as i thought it is the end of us.
no point dwelling it when we are no longer together.
he called mi in the morning to wake mi up for the first time ever.
i felt so happy that i straight away wake up and mesage him.
asking whether he wants his stuff or not.
and he agreed to meet.
so, after school, he fetched mi in school, at the 7/11 store.

we were talking like our first time meeting.
our actions are really stupid i must say.
same to me, i felt so awkward, i dont know how to adapt myself in that situation.
we were talking at the same time smiling to ourselves for being DUM DUM. =))
right baby? dont deny it. i saw it. =P

we head off to banquet to have our late lunch together.
wow!
after 6 months, then we started to share our meal and drink together.
imagine that?
we only start to think about it at that very minute?
and what do we get in return? diarrhoea. haha. =))
then i start asking him question, why his hair moustache and everithing was left unkempt.
and he tell mi he is stress. but he is avoiding from talking about us.

then, we decided to sit around at macdonald and play computer.
we watched russell peter and i looked at him for a very long time without him noticing.
and i started to cry.
he turn to me and wipe those tears away.
then we talk about us. the DOs and DONTs.
i was so happy when the problem is solved.
we hugged each other and he cried in tears of joy!

dear, im happy that we're back as one again.
it is the worst fight ever.
it took about a week for us to sette things down between us.
and we face a lot of hard time.
i had nothing better to do but just to sit and think about you.
the trip to KL is not that worth because ure still stucked in my mind.
nothing can ever make me smile at the point of time except for the message that i have received when i reached singapore.
i was expecting more messages from you but you were sound asleep.

please, try our best to uphold this relationship. thanks to you for making me get committed with this relationship AGAIN.
it is much appreciated.
i just love you so much.
i dont wish to have another fight with you.
because fighting with you is not worth to kiss the goodbye away.
please stay with me under any circumstances.
i shall understand and accept the fact that fighting is part and parcel of reationship.
but when we brood about something small, it is rather absurd to me.
im sorry for my word in my previous post as i am out of anger.
i couldnt help it.
i was totally disappointed when it comes to no thinking.
so i was hoping that, for what ever choices is u want to choose, ur mind plays a part in it.
dont start to reret when ebrything is over.

anyway, if you bump into my blogg again, here are a few words for you.
i know you dont dare to speak up face to face.
even if i ask my niece to tag that in mi blog, she is bold enough to do it.
but when i ask you, why did you keep quiet?
if you think that you're right, then you should stand for it.
i just have to tell you this uh,
stop foolling around with guys heart.
try to put urself in their shoe.
how do you feel?
happy about that?
and now you still have the courage to linger with my bestfriend.
you want him to get hurt again after his breakdown? he dont deserve it aite.
no way aite, cause if you ever do it, ure messing around with me even though that has got nothing to do with me.
come to think again, they are my friends so they dont deserve to be ill-treated especially by girls like you.
you're just a bimbo and a flirt.
you dont like me to say that? im sorry.
but you must be sorry for your actions because people will jude through your actions.
so start behaving well and people wont talk about u aite.
and you still dare to say that he was the one who does that to u?
omg!
am i blind enough and not able to see whats goin on?
huh?
ive got to stand for him because i know him as a friend of mine before we were together.
so think before you say.
dun try to be funny right at my tag, saying things with no pure evidence.
you're just a plain looser.
throw away that crocodile tears of urs.
they ain't cute but irritate my eyes as well as other girls.
with your tears, guys will listen to you right?
you're a plain ATTENTION SEEKER.
get a life aite.
if you think ure bold enuff to tag at my blog, mit me up aite.
im really hating you.
i have to start saying it before public hate you.
you are still young and dont tae that cuteness of yours and ruin your future aite.
so wake up before its too late.
so long.

Thought of You @11:57 AM