Please, don't leave me.

Tuesday, June 12, 2007'♥

updates!
it has been so long since i last update.
i have nothing much to talk about.
it is just that life has been a typical to me rite now.
holidaes are so boring!
dammit.
but anws, i just cant wait for the day after tomorrow.
im heading off to kuala lumpur.
cant wait to go shopping.
i need a bag, wallet, flats, watch, clothes, accessories and many more.
omg!
as if im gonna get all of them.
it depends on my budget too.
and that guy ask mi to buy him a shoe.
when he dont give me the money
who cares? you tink im gonna fork out my money for him? again?
no wae!
hell with him.
serious. my heart starts to hate him. thanks to him for his words.
I AM NOT GOING TO TAKE HIS WORDS BACK INTO CONSIDERATION IF THERE IS.
no point dwelling about someone who is unappreciative and narrow-minded.
maybe i deserve someone better than him.
maybe he deserves atira, that slut who loves to play ard with guys heart.
maybe he will then start to realise.
dont wish to talk about him any longer in my blogg.
maybe ill stop here..

a short msg to yana:
yana yana.. you are a great fren. no doubts, you have came into my life and help mi thru alot of obstacles. you are alwaes there when im feeling low. thanks for all ur motivations and encouragement. its worth it. i used to be like you too. i lost someone special. but ive learnt alot. what a true fren is like. i have to let go of somethng and learn to accept things at the same time. i lost loads of my bestfrens. no regret, its parts and parcel of frenship isnt it. you replaced them.and i hope you stae forever.
i just cant bear to loose another one fren of mine.
try to cheer urself up aite?
im here to stae for you under any circumstances.
yey! be strong!!

to fareez azhar:
thanks for leaving me again.
it is much appreciated.
if we're not meant to be together, then let it be.
let nature take its course rite.
so all ive got to say is, take care of urself.
and if u ever find a replacement, change urself first.
dont treat her like u used to treat me.
someone deserves a good treatment from their love ones.
and please, dont take back your words.
i realli take it into account rite now.
so dont you ever hold back our memories, just trow awae our memories.
im okei with it.
dont you ever regret later in the future, cause i least care about your feelings now.
unless ure my boifren.
maybe, to your eyes, im just a useless bitch.
dont start complaning when u get someone who is even suckier than me.
get what i mean
dont regret la.
i aint turning back.
im enjoing my life to the fullest now.

and to everione :
maybe, u would like to noe about my well-being.
and this time u guys are confused rite whether im still with him or not.
lets make this thing clear once and for all.
to whoever it may concern.
me and fareez azhar has seperated.
it is a clean break btwn te both of us right now.
and im here pouring all the shits.
hoping that one day he'll realise.
i have to thank god for giving me the courage to stand till today.
despite all,i still love you. its just that you dont see it.
so thanks again
so long and goodnyte.

waking up in a new chapter and life.
so hope to bump into the right guy again.
bye. =p

Thought of You @2:45 PM