oh my gosh! today sucks alot. im not in the mood to laugh. F**KING hell. my mind wasnt in class. i dont participate in class. i feel like dropping to my knees and cry my lungs out. i did badly for my presentation. faci is putting pressure on me. he keep on asking me question when my mind is not in class. he even warn mi that he'll ponder me during lesson. what was his intention? im trying my best to create a positive thinking but there seems no encouragement. i want to meet u but i dont wish to spoil ur day today. i know ure tired with ur training. so, i want u to rest. and get urself ready for the upcoming game. im coming to watch you play. insya'allah. please someone, cheer myself up today. why am i so moody today? pms? nahh, i dont think so. i just dont see the idea.. my teammates were not working together. they are creating pressure on me. they didnt play their part. especially this particular guy. he was so SEBOK with his laptop that he didnt come up with any idea. wad the hell. and all he did was apologised to me. omg! how can that be? im trying my best to cheer myself up. i dont wish to scold my own classmates. they are gg to be with me for 3 months. i want a tighter bonding with you guys. im out of the world. fly me to a place where i can have a peace of mind!